"Because what was simple in the moonlight by the morning never is..."

Friday, April 29, 2005

Like some passing afternoon...

2.5 weeks and counting.
I've never anticipated an escape as much in my life. I'll probably make a scene. Run screaming, with hopes of never looking back, but I know I'll quietly contemplate. Cry on the shoulders of these new friends who have made me reassess the brokeassedness of this shitty shitty town. I decided I'll bring only essentials, and things to make me pretty: clothes, febreeze, shower essentials. If I arrive without photos, my endless Disney trinkets, memories of things I'd much rather forget, than maybe, just maybe (and this is a crazy notion in its own) I can create a new Hula. That's what Disney does for you- it steals your identity, and for a brief period (you see, I have only the summer to forfeit to fortune 500) I'll be happy (although it's a mandate) and I'll be submerged in surreal bliss and fortitude. Hooray for me! I love artificial happiness. I love the scent and structure and taste of all things I once considered real.
But I really am going.
I really am receiving this second chance...

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